My best friend Cindy
Today is kind of hard for me as tomorrow will be very hard. My best Friend Cindy is getting married and I wont be there. This is her second marriage. She doesn't want a big to do.....and that is okay because it's just like her. She wont let anyone focus on her that day.
Cindy and I met at an insurance office we worked at together. We talked everyday....and instantly clicked. Not long after this I moved 600 miles away and thought I would never see her again. Well, that was wrong....we go back and forth to visit quite often......at least every year..sometimes twice and believe it or not Scott has just gotten used to the fact that I'm going to talk to her everyday....no matter the cost. She is my best friend....knows ALL of my secrets....bad and good. And never judges me. She may yell at me....or tell me I'm in the wrong....but she loves me and I love her.
So you can only imagine the hurt I have that I cant be there tomorrow. Her wedding as everything else in her life was spur of the moment and well I can't do spur of the moment. I wish I could...but cant. She of course said I don't want you here...its okay.....I know it's so last minute...I of course would probably drive her insane if I was there. She is a simple kind of gal...and so beautiful. Cindy is kind, and loving and would do anything for you. She is calm, and always listens......she is patient and sweet. Who knows why she deals with me all the time.
No matter where we go in life she will always be my best friend. She will always be there. She will always know me inside and out. You see friends....Cindy is a women who never thinks of herself. Always of others.....
SO tomorrow I will get up and take Madison to play practice and then to a soccer game. And I will have Cindy on my mind all day ...wishing I was there....praying it all works out. But most of all wishing I was beside her on her special day.....
My toast to you sweet dear friends is
ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS DAY AND HOW YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW.......AND LET THAT FEELING GUIDE YOU THROUGHOUT YOUR LIFE TOGETHER. I WISH YOU HAPPINESS AND LOTS OF RAINBOWS.
I will be with you in your heart.....
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Hang in there,
Laura
I would feel the same way if my best friend were getting married and I couldn't be there. I am sure though, she knows that if you could be there, you would. That is what matters.
I wrote a posting about my friend Jackie from lst grade recently. Her first husband died and five years later she remarried and is so happy.
Hope you're having a good weekend!